bug, kitchen, and a day

Mmm... its been a while.. I didnt realise that i havent been writing anything here for more than one month.. Geezz.. time runs.. even faster than disgusting Swiss special bug which i found landing on my computer 15 minutes ago.


I was not overreacting when i started to freak out, woke my roomate up, and then hopelessly ran to computer lab to find someone who for some reasons might be still staying there eagerly doing assignment (it was 1.30 a.m). and guess what? as i opened the door, there i saw bunch of people with serious expression looking at the computer screens. Poor them, i thought. I feel a little bit sorry for them as they must be tired. Anyway, my sorry feeling didnt stop me from searching for the soul brave enough to kill the bug. After i found him, I led him to meet his victim. The killing went quite well.. except that when the bug flied, my roomate started to scream and the security guy came knocking on my door to find out what had happened. With some body movement of flyng and mentioned the word "animal", the security guy understood that animal means animal in french, and tryng to fly gesture means more than "i am drunk and feel like dancing". Alright, bug hysteria is over now.

I wanted to tell about what have been happening with me. But I have bit problem in stucturing and labelling important incidents worthy to tell. To start with, I'll write about my condition now. As i wrote on post before, it was coming to the end of the term. Well.. now im in the middle of second term already. Its a challanging term. It gives me previllage to walk around anypart of the school with a shitty face and indirect message on my forehead saying "I am tired coma busy and absolutely in no position to wear make up and something nicer than kitchen uniform or service uniform"

I can never tell whats the most thing you can do in one day, how can it change your life? I try to think of some:

1. When u do something for the first time, extreme case only, first kiss, first sex, first murder
2. When u have accident that totally change your life
3. When u travel somewhere far, less than 24 hours journey and arrive at different country, ready to live new life
4. When u get married.
5. When u decided to sleep and never wake up.
6. When u win medal gold in olympiad.
7. When u do a lot of things you never thought of doing

Anyway, I have some memories, but not extreme. I never really thought of what can i do in a day or what a day can do to me. But there was one day I was surprised of things that i can do, judging by the quality. I went hiking to a mountain (of course). It was 5 hours going up. I saw a lot of things, kinds of plants, the sea from above and how the sky and the sea blend in color, cows, etc. The moment i got to the top. It was unimaginary. I felt so close to the sky. The wind brezzed through my hair. It was great, even though only 20 minutes. On the journey back, it was getting dark.. until completely dark. My shoes werent best for hiking ones. In fact, they should never be worn for hiking! It was so slippery, i was scared! It was so dark as well, i barely can see anything. I got lightning which i used to light the steps im going to step on to. I was lucky, because the others were using their mobile phone to brighten their way. That time, was the first time i saw lightning bug. They do really shine! The moment we got out of the mountain, we were overwhelmed with joy.. until we found out that the train station was quite far. And it was like in the middle of the street. We hitchhiked from there to the train station. All of us were sitting happily at the back of the small truck. Later that day, i went to friend's friend's birthday party, which turned out to be quite nice event.

When i went to bed that day and started to recall what had happen, i was content of things that ive done that day and thought that i would not trade anything for the experience i had that day!
Nowadays, started from 8a.m to 8.p.m. The activities are nonstop. The longest of my break is 20 minutes. I cannot believe that I am active like this everyday. I dont feel anything special but ive never work non-stop like this. every day. not enough of that, i still have bunch of assignment to do. Even for weekend, i have kitchen duty!!!

It was not my plan to complain. I just wanted to tell whats happening. Apparently I cant hide my emotion while talking about it. Lol..

oh what am i doing?

its 3.21 and i have kitchen duty tomorrow!! ><